I spontaneously went to stoughton with some friends of mine last nite. very spontaneous, which was good. We got there and looked for wes, then we found him and went to the restaraunt where keith works and ate food. Wes was high I gathered, there was also this whole thing with another stoner guy that everyone else knew was a stoner except me. lol I realise now how sheltered I really am. Kathleen got keith to pull alcohol for her, and she drank her wisers straight from the bottle, so did wes. Then they were talking about getting safe, and i didn't know what that was at first. Then I did. I got offered weed and alcohol, and we drove too fast, and we had too many people in the truck... and i thought more than once "this is exactly what they warned me about" lol it's like I suddenly realise so much more. Like I see this huge, dark, seedy underbelly of teen society thats never been there before for me. I mean i knew teens drank and did drugs, i hear that all the time, but to actually expirience it, to watch someone buy pot, it's so different. I got offered weed last nite. holy.